June 2011
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June 23, 2011
After hell week is over, I get time to work in a smoother schedule. They want me to work all the time, but I cant. Everyone is out partying getting drunk while I work for them to pleasure themselves. My family parties too much (at least they dont do fucked up drugs). Today I woke up early to find out that practice wasnt until later. I picked up May on the way to the temple. Everything was alright,...
June 22, 2011
Here’s the day of my final. If I get an A, I will pass the class. Even a high B. I hope I can do it. Wish me luck. Tuesday, I studied all day and had to take my sister to the dentist. I tried to call my boss, but she didnt pick up. I’m going to visit the airport today.
June 21, 2011
I have my day off Monday Tuesday and Wednesday just to study. Out of all the days where I wanted to study, they give it to me on the last few days. Everything they do is always on the last few days. Everything is so fucked up. I’m becoming fucked up myself. Nobody’s here to help me but myself. No friends. No family. Because no one cant. If I’ve suicided already, who will notice?
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June 18, 2011
Sunday morning, 1:35AM. Saturday was horrible. Work was horrible. After work (on friday) I thought I would go to sleep, but then I ended up just napping. Too many things were going on and it was getting me agitated. So I have to pay 1200$ to fix my car when I was saving for another car. Damn man. So I gotta fix my benz. Anyways, Saturday I got ready around 11AM and then waited for May to respond...
June 18, 2011
About 4 AM in the morning. I’m so stressed. I took a test on Friday with only 4 hours of sleep, and here I am now with no sleep at all. Even though I only have 2 college classes, this is the busiest year I’ve ever had in my life. Today, I have to dance, then go to work. Sunday, I really dont need to do anything. Monday, I have to study hard for finals, then go to work. Tuesdays,...
June 16, 2011
I recieved my test back, and I got 56% YES! better than my lowest one. But I’m not satisfied because I’m taking stats for the third time. Too much restaurant work + too much school work = fail. No way I can pass with like 8 hours of study time a week. I’m going to be working 25 hours a week during the summer to catch up with some money. I wont be able to see my friends, but I...
June 14, 2011
Story of the day: Study hard.
June 13,2011
So I get 1 day off this week, and I hope it helps. I’ve got an exam coming wednesday. I also want to get a haircut tomorrow. I was hella busy today. Went to school, went to airport, went to deposit my checks into the bank, had to go smog my car but couldnt… A lot of stuff to do. My car didnt pass smog because it had a check engine light, and I needed that fixed before I can smog it.
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June 12, 2011
Havent kept up for a few days. I ran out of time to do everything I needed today. I wanted to go see my manager, but couldnt go. Wanted to finish my lab, but couldnt finish. I just went to work and here I am now. I dont have much to type, because that’s all I did… Good news is that when I reach around 2000 bucks, I’m putting a down payment on a car that I want. 1000 more bucks...
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I’m so busy I have time to do NOTHING… I have to do homework, go to see my manager because she didnt call back, and go to work after that. Time is so fucking short. I hate the stress that’s put on me. I work 30 hours a week with only 15 hours to spare for my free time.
Everytime I have finals, I get a hell of a schedule to work 40 hours a week. Since De Anza’s college...
June 10, 2011
Was tired from sleeping late last night, so I woke up late again. Like 9AM. My class starts in half an hour from that. I attended math class and I found out that my stats group ditched me, so I went to find another one. I joined one, but they suck. I can tell I’ll be doing all the work again. What bitches. I went home and ditched physics because I was tired. I couldn’t sleep though, so...
June 9, 2011
Woke up at around 9am… That’s the time I leave my house to go De Anza. I made it on time with a few seconds to spare. We learned about more independent and dependent samples and there’s more to come on Friday. I have to work the last lab of the quarter. It requires a hell of a lot of work. It’s like 4 labs put into 1 with only 4 days to complete it. After stats, I went home...
June 8, 2011
Woke up so early today and getting texts from huge panda asking why I’m awake. I get ready for school and head on to class. Got my quiz back and did damn good. We went over some new material but it was pretty easy. I got everything in a flash. After stats class, I was going to go home, but then found my friend Peter. We ended up going to Quickly and bought some drinks and snacks. We had to...
June 7, 2011
She held my hand. We ate dinner together. We took long walks in the rain. I whisper to her. She whispers to me. Amazing. We took pictures together. We cuddled when it was cold. It was the time of my life. I thought I was the happiest man alive. We went shopping together. We walked the side of the ocean together… Then I woke up. F*CK! LOL its ok, single for life if I dont find anyone. We...
Today, June 6, 2011
I woke up and find Kevin at my house. I’m not surprised. I get ready and offer Kevin to go to the Airport with me for a job interview for ATS. I got lost finding what structure I needed to go to get my interview. We asked people where it was and a security said it might be towards the administration building. Ended up it was at the place we asked him. We walked back and forth to find out...
